Reality

a girl like
me
is always fighting
in her dreams
in her reality
waking up
crying or screaming
never knowing
what I'm believing
nightmares have dissapeared
dreams have ceased to appear
all that is left
when i go to sleep
is a darkness
that is hidden in deep
blackness controls the heart i call home
and now i can't seem to find what i know
what is causing my endless hell
the one
hidden
underneath my perfect shell
darkness in-between
all of my different realities