Aren't the moments
that take your breath away
the moments you never want
to end?
Well when I saw
that picture of you...
My lungs shut inwards
and I couldn't breathe.
I've been forcing myself
for 8 months or 9...
to forgot you
and how you left me behind.
It wasn't your fault.
You had to go back.
But it still doesn't change
the simple fact
of what it did
and still is doing
to me.

I wish you'd never have left
I wish you came by that day to say goodbye
I wish I was different
I wish I pleaded and begged
I wish I wasn't so cold to you then.
I just wish I could take back
the last week of you being here.
I would change every moment.
I would change it all.
And that's a lot to say
from a girl who believed
she never regretted anything at all.
I want to go back
to relive those memories.
I want to savor them
more sweetly.
I want to change
everything...
So that you could still be here.

After you left
it was one after another.
I got bored so easily
and I couldn't figure out the cause.
Until I saw your picture
just the other day
and our life had flashed before my eyes,
and now I believe I can say...
I loved you then.
Still do now.
The ones inbetween
then and now
could never last.
Cuz they weren't you.
They couldn't
ever
be you.
You're gone
our of reach.
I just wish
that I could go back to you and me.