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About Me Member Emotional Poet the one and only...JANA16/Female/United States

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Powerless

I am tired of being powerless bending my heart and my will to what YOU want, and to what I thought I wanted too
I am tired of feeling insignificant when I used to feel so special to you When now, I am not special enough
I am tired of never being able to let you go yet you could do it in a heartbeat even though you say it hurts you so...
It may hurt you and I pray to God that it breaks you Because it broke me but I'm going to be okay, I know I will.
Of course at times... I feel weak. I want to fall back in you

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Take My Breath AwayAren't the moments that take your breath away the moments you never want to end? Well when I saw that picture of you... My lungs shut inwards and I couldn't breathe. I've been forcing myself for 8 months or 9... to forgot you and how you left me behind. It wasn't your fault. You had to go back. But it still doesn't change the simple fact of what it did and still is doing to me.
I wish you'd never have left I wish you came by that day to say goodbye I wish I was different I wish I pleaded and begged I Take My Breath Away
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Request..It seems like forever ago. you just didn't come home. You made a new place that you would call home. But now that place is too far for me
to show... this.
She never was good enough for you, She never treated you like I do. Well. DID. Because you're gone. First love is the hardest love to leave. But you left me. You didn't see your damage. I doubt you even knew. That I cared for you and still love you. Because I was your friend... now there seems to be no end to this cru Request..
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Words"I'm sorry" You say. Those are the sweetest words that come from your lips to my ears. "I'm miserable without you" Well that's even better. Don't stop. "I'm such a terrible person." Wow you didn't lie for once. "I wish I could go back and change things." I'm happy you can't go back and rearrange the lies you made for your own fame. Your words are music to my ears but the best part is that I can turn it off. I can turn you away and show you that you're not worth enough to me. But to y Words
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Hey...Pieces and parts of me wish you'd never leave but hey I know you. Sometimes I wish I could say "Hey...I'm sorry" but then I realize you should be the one who's sorry. You don't know you never did, but I want to say Hello again.
I don't know why, I don't want to miss you. I don't think I miss YOU I miss who you were. I miss every word you'd say and my favorite was waking up to texts you sent after I fell asleep on the phone. Those times when you'd sent multiple texts in a row a Hey...
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Sat Sep 19, 2009, 7:37 PM

Soooooooooooooooooooooooo
since I haven't written a journal entry in a loooong time.
hello there.

Uhh what to write what to write...
OH.
So. Me and my good friend started the poetry club, and it has REALLY taken off. Our own literary journal, possible scholarships, open mics...
its just amazing.
I haven't felt soo accomplished in awhile.

Things are going good now, I had a rocky past couple weeks but things seem to be working themselves out and I am content, well..
beyond content. I am happy. lol.
I've been writing a lot more, and I will try to take more pics soon, there just never seems to be enough time. and my computer sucks. haha
I love youuu all! <3

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the one on my left is my bestest friend ever..........MICHELE. haha. <3

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Current Residence: hmmm...its a mystery. lol
deviantWEAR sizing preference: ok....idk?
Print preference: hmmm no idea bout this one either...
Interests: writing, singing, reading, hanging out with friends, taking pictures, being on the computer
Favourite movie: memoirs of a geisha
Favourite band or musician: i cant pick ONE
Favourite genre of music: anything. (other than country, polka,and some other genre's)
Favourite artist: i cant pick one. lol i dont really have a FAVORITE anything...
Favourite poet or writer: Philippa Gregory. I CANT PICK 1 POET.
Favourite photographer: cant pick one sorry!!!
Favourite style of art: any.
Operating System: HUH
MP3 player of choice: Ipod nano video. woo. soo preppy.
Shell of choice: wait what? shell? like sea shell? lol lol
Wallpaper of choice: umm the ones that come with the computer? thats ok right?
Skin of choice: wtf? the skin on my body? lol
Favourite game: Call of Duty, Le Mans
Favourite gaming platform: hmmm...ps3, DS, PSP, anything really, as long as the games good
Favourite cartoon character: hehe anything really. CARTOONS ROCK!!!
Personal Quote: Ever thine. Ever mine. Ever ours. (Ludwig van Beethoven)
Tools of the Trade: ha. depends on the situation.